Im shining like a candle in the dark

it has been a while since i last updated this blog of mine. since no one actually reads this, ah well. who cares. i'd like to crap all i can in this blog. it has become a private blog tho, i mean, i didnt put my link up in facebook. only the closest people knows this blog. i hope. :P

finals is over! damn it has been a pretty hectic, busy, stressed few weeks. luckily i managed to survive though. hehe. now just waiting for the results. i'll be in kuching when the results is out though. apuu. i'll just have to check it then. nervous la pulak speaking of results. i just hope i wont have to repeat any units. i really really hope i wont :(

to a happier thought, i have 3 months break. woot woot! will be missing all of them though, especially him. :( now, where shall i work? if i stay at home, for sure i'll be fatter. boo. kak iza said i've lost weight, faris asked whether i lost weight. woot woot. happy la pulak. haha. but that was only because of exam stress la. didnt eat well, didnt sleep well. but now its all over, my garfield life is back. haha

but but, jogging regime starts this monday. i miss the fresh air of bulatan.i miss driving there around 5. hehe. i wanna be fit again please :D

i would crap on about this DEAREST friend of mine but i wont. why? waste of time. he's just an ass. no wonder he never tastes happiness in his life. let's see what he'll do to me. bring it on

zarith, thank you for being there for me. you knew how much i was hurting inside. you let me cry, you held on. you let me cry in your arms, dearest cousin, at 2am in the morning. thank you so much. its the toughest of times when you know who's there for no matter what :) i love you

to you. i miss you. greatly. no one to tease me around as much. no one to fight with. no one to listen to my problems. but most of all, no one to give me strength i need through the toughes of times. :(

.shasha.