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life's cool, life's great. finally, aku dah start study. so far, alhamdulillah, aku boleh cope :)

my new friends, stella, jo, juno, grace, dayrek, jeya, jeremy, winnie, saiffudeen (sekda lupak ktk aa XD), emma, fyka, yazid, hanif and so many more, are just great. they are all friendly, all helpful. :)

things are starting to get busy now. i mean, for engineering maths FIRST tutorial has 31 questions and a quite a number of those questions have solutions that are like, a page long. but i still, i'm liking all this buzyness. xD i've been waiting to start studying for quite a long time and alas, now the time is here. why should i waste it?

bak kata nabel, "ktk dah dapat U yg bagus ya, study mena2" faridah pula cakap, "dont waste ur time. dont waste ur chance. sik murah masok curtin ya." zaid said, "dont waste ur parents' money. jgn hampakan mak bapak"

yes, aku setuju and aku ekot semua nasihat tu. im here to study, to excel. but aku tahu, uni life is not all about study. sebab uni ni, the transition from a teenager to a young adult. masok foundation, aku teenager. bila dah grad, insyaAllah, aku seorang dewasa :)

yang pasti, ramai orang tanya, "do you have a boyfriend?" of course aku cakap, "naa. i'm single and free as a bird" (ye laa, aku tau, jawapan standard. haha) then they go on to ask why i'm single and why arent i searching for a new guy. by this time, aku usually cakap, "aku prefer single. in this way, aku boleh suka laki tanpa rasa guilty." i didnt tell the truth because, well, the truth hurts for me to say it. right now, i have this image of a happy girl, a cheery, social girl. i would like that image to stay in everyone's mind. they cant see me sad :)

aku masih sayang dia. aku masih rindu dia. yes, aku msg dia tak reply. aku call, mana mungkin dia nak angkat. betuah la kalau dia angkat. the truth is, i just wanna hear his voice. aku gila? yes! aku memang gila. haish. jampi apa dia letak kat aku. haha. just kidding. why is it so hard to fall out of love? pergh.

dekat curtin, memang macam market. shopping untuk future partners bak kata mdm.adeline. haha. but entahla, eventhough memang banyak laki yang cute, adorable, good looking, not one of them can make me cair. haha. setakat puji tu, memang la ada. ehe. macam, that guy, and ermm, this guy. haha. kenja

haih. gila. aku gila.

zul, kau buat aku gila.

help!

aku patut buat eng maths now. tapi tapi. haishh

"..i remember the days we spent together were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming. except we always woke up. never thought not having you here now would hurt so much..tonight ive fallen and i can't get up. i need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night i miss you.."