now it's absolute silence.
my phone is silent, i might as well turn it off.
a friend called me today, he/she pun pike psl nya. =.=' i guess aku nang mena2 sik penting la tok. i shouldnt be cared about, kebahagiaan aku sik pyh dikira. if only daknya lalui apa yg aku lalui, maybe daknya phm. MAYBE
aok, he's perfect. he's everything a girl could ask for. he's sweet, caring, romantic and all other positive things you can think of and he has never scolded me once. tp suma ya molah aku rasa tkt, aku rasa aku blm ready for that kind of commitment. (yes, aku tauk ko tgh baca, tok the only way aku dpt pdh ngn kau) benda tok aku pk dr 1st kta sama. yes, i fell for u. how u took care of me. no one has cared for me like that in so long.
aku baca something on CIS, Kak Jam forward. how that really opened up my mind. lamak2 tok aku idup dlm penoh kekusutan. salu aku jwb dlm agama, "tidak mendapat hidayat Allah" sbb sik polah tok3, ya3. i havent been a very good Muslim. aku pelu seseorang to guide me through. aku pelu kembali ke pangkal jalan.
"..judgement day is as close as 2 fingers.."
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